| Wow how the times have changed lol 2 years ago i was whining like a baby now im back and get to look back on that crap geeeez oh well life goes on anyway hows everyone doing if anybody reads this anymore |
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| Ya know ive made some pretty bad mistakes in my life but it seems lately everything i did or said has been coming back to haunt me or give me a chance to reconcile have u ever liked someone but couldn't tell them or wanted to meet someone but backed out like a chicken shit because of your own insecurities well unfortunately ive done and had the chance at both but im still here in kansas biting my fingernails wondering if tht person will forgive me or see me as the same man they saw me as im tired of being that person i wanna go and do because i need to or have to but most of all maybe what ive been searching for has been waiting for me but then again i dont know i guess i should just start over again and see if it leads to the same conclusion or do i succeed and wake up |
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| Nope not really cant remeber what all theses buttons and add ons are for oh well new car new job and my son Hunter life has definitely changed for better or worse i dunno yet im working out the details but i guess i figured out how to log back on to this thing |
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| My Sentra is destoryed , im sad i really liked that car the pic in the background is its former self now minus the whole drivers side is what it looks like now. Well Im dating this Girl named danielle now and she is the sweetest girl ive ever met and i love her to death she was in the car with me that scared me about her more than the wreak anywayz were moving out together here in a month or so but i think were ready we have pretty much been living with each other since the first night lol all my bullshit is over and done with havent been in trouble for like 3 mons no drugs for like 2 mons my life has actually been better off the drugs i thought id never get away i will admitt it was really hard stoping but once your off you can look back and finally realize how stupid your were on them and crack jokes about idiots on them lol well its good to be whole once again thanks to everybody that helped me Justin,Laurin,uncle Paul, and My Mom and the biggest one in my life Thank You Danielle I love you From the Bottom of my Soul |
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| well i had a hell of a saturday night last night lol i was drinking alot yeah we went to a bar by my work called fuel but ill never go there again because theres a bitch that works there i found out but anywayz me and chris went out to the street racing |
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